Minutes to Midnight.

Before the anniversary of by born day end, I want to thank to Allah for 21 years of living. Just like the past years, I don’t really celebrate my birthday with people. Yeah, I don’t. It’s just not necessary for me to celebrate my birthday with fancy party or events or what-so. Actually, I find it awkward when people wish me “Hey, happy birthday Babe God bless you’re turning 21 you’re old now you’re matured enough you’re bla bla bla..” Ha-ha. What a situation there.

I am blessed with good people around me, with a super family beside me, with great friends and all. There’s just sometimes I seem forgot to say thank you and lost in getting drowned in selfishness. I sighed and questioned  Allah’s plan. I forgot to bow and say thank you to Him. I complained whenever the hardship and problems came. I got angry and mad with people around and claimed they never understand me. Well, people don’t understand unless they fit in our shoes, but I shouldn’t expect them to understand me either.

21 years I’m going under progress of learning, phase of maturity, balancing the emotional. Lot of things happen thou. Those times were rebellious and so much trouble I got into. When I look back the time, thinking how much differ I am now compared to before, I am really glad I turn to someone better. Yeah, I’ve seen things and I’ve done things. No one can escape from doing mistake and I’ve changed before it’s too late.

Honestly, I don’t feel excited about my born day. As the date passes every year, I feel like my death is getting closer. Well then, I will keep trying my best to live my life gracefully.

No cakes and no present. Yet I’m grateful I’m still breathing. I will live to the max, and cherish the time as best as I should be. Let’s live a real life, shall we? J

That’s all, for my 21^st born day.