traumatic tragedy

4th January 2012



it's a cold night, yet i didn't felt any weird thought
it just my heart that beatin' faster than before
my sister wanna go to the stationery shop
she has to photostat some documents for her preparation this monday
*she gonna study at SMK Teknik, melaka tengah (something like that laa)
and then we also dropped by at the 'pasar malam' that was held every Wednesday night
by that time, i started to feel something wrong
i thought, we shouldn't went out and stepped into the crowd
so then, we made our move


the tragedy is written when i decided to make a u-turn near the corner
well, it was dark and no lights at all
but i'm definitely able to see if there is any car comes toward me

'its a destiny'
i was shocked by a loud sound
an 'exploded' then was heard, that when i was looking back
my view turned blur . i didn't remember so clear but every side getting dark
yet, i'm so lucky
the car has damaged my motorcycle so bad
but i'm alive with the second-life chance

-nothing much than a thankful tears-

new stuff . new job

hello :)
uhuuuhhuu ~ i'm such in a happy emotion right now :'D
it's like i'm goin' to cry, ahaha ~ *terharu neh xD

okehh . hari tu aku ft gendut ft awok pergi apply jawatan kosong kat 7e . yaa, the next day has been an experience for three of us . we have never been in an interview . haha, i think i've done quite good *maybe -,-
then, memula kitorang disuruh interview kat sungai abong . ehe, aku laa orang pertama yang pergi . huu ~ cuak laa jugak . and then everything has seemed to see moving in flow . *ta paham tape, janji aku paham :)

dah habes interview, manager toh kata dalam masa 3hari dia akan contact balik if kitorang dapat job toh . okay, kitorang tunggu jelaa . ahaa, gendud sudah ditelefon pada 8.12.2011 . begitu juga dgn awok tp pada masa yg berbeza . *dyorang tgh kerja laa sekarang neh ;)* bila tgok member aku dah kena panggil, aku neh pulak ta de satu call pun yg masuk . . agak down laa . bukan apa, hati dah berbunga kot masa . haha .
masuk hari kedua, ta call jugak and i was like out of mood . huu ~
baru plan na pergi terengganu dgn macek aku, tetiba ada call masuk :-
call : hello, ni siti mariam awai kea ? awak ada minta kerja, kan ?
aku : ye saya .
call : saya nak bagitahu, awak diterima kerja di 7e mulai hari sabtu ni.
aku : err . . *terkelu lidah sebab terkejut*
call : awak datang tau, kalau ta . . siap laa nanti !
aku : hah ? err . . *makin terkejut*
call : baiklah, bye ~
aku : . . . .

then apa lagi, senyum melebar laa aku xD
aku harap pengalaman ni dapat bg aku kenangan untuk aku kenang . haha ~
aku dapat sama tempat dgn gendut tp syg nye, awok jaoh pula -,-
*bye*