this heart is off

3:53:00 am Siti Mariam 0 Comments

I had lost before I get to know you

I fought for this pain alone

I have no one to trust, neither myself

I turned my heart ‘off’, so that there’ll be no tear to shed of

but the scars ain’t stop bleeding

for ages, I’ve been trapped in a dark scene . hell – it’s all I can tell about

I can’t remember how to miss someone

all that I ever know is just a damn story ; a lie

you can’t imagine what I’ve been through by myself

crying out calling a name while his steps getting far

you don’t know how much I’d been hurt just to get away

I’ve crawled out of the misery by myself ;

my heart is the price for the sacrifices I make

too much countless hopes for this life

too much countless tears for this love

the beats getting slower coz’ my heart is fragile

now i've learned all the lessons

so if you ever thought that I’m heartless

I’m okay with that :)

#ihatewhenthereisspaceinmyheart </3

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