this heart is off

3:53:00 am Siti Mariam 0 Comments


I had lost before I get to know you
I fought for this pain alone
I have no one to trust, neither myself
I turned my heart ‘off’, so that there’ll be no tear to shed of
but the scars ain’t stop bleeding
for ages, I’ve been trapped in a dark scene . hell – it’s all I can tell about
I can’t remember how to miss someone
all that I ever know is just a damn story ; a lie
you can’t imagine what I’ve been through by myself
crying out calling a name while his steps getting far
you don’t know how much I’d been hurt just to get away
I’ve crawled out of the misery  by myself ;
my heart is the price for the sacrifices I make
too much countless hopes for this life
too much countless tears for this love
the beats getting slower coz’ my heart is fragile
now i've learned all the lessons
so if you ever thought that I’m heartless
I’m okay with that :)

#ihatewhenthereisspaceinmyheart </3

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