Mumm knows me the best :')

with my mumm <3

assalamualaikum :)
aku malas nak cerr panjang, just straight lahh .
lately aku rasa mcm hilang arah . if review post aku yg lepas tu maybe korang dpt faham lahh kenapa :p then apa pulak kaitan dgn mak aku ? okayy, baca sampai habis :D

minggu lepas aku balik rumah . aku cerita pasal nerd tu kat mak aku . apa yg berlaku, apa yg dia ckp . everything, aku cerita . okay, aku pun tak tahu laa kan kenapa aku boleh cerita semua kat mak aku pasal dia . before this kalau aku kawan dgn mana-ii laki pun aku tak ckp kat mak aku . bukan nya sbb aku nak berahsia, tidak . tapi sbb aku tak berminat nak suruh mak aku kenal kot ? haha ~
so konklusi nya, mak aku dah tahu pasal aku dgn dia . and it should be mmg mak aku perlu tahu apa yg terjadi antara aku dgn dia, kan ? lagipun masa tu mak aku tanya, "dia ada contact kaklong?"
hell, apa aku nak jawab ? -____- so ending nya aku cerita jea lahh . dia dah lepaskan aku . aku cerita A-Z kat mak aku . nasib baik aku dapat cover muka depan mak aku . mata tu dah bergenang, tp watlek lahh kan . HAHA ~ =='
then mak aku diam jea . aku expect mak aku nak membebel kat aku . nak ckp padan muka kat aku kea, or something like that =________________=''
mak aku diam jea . ehmm, aku tunggu juge lahh respon mak aku . tp mak aku cuma diam while staring at me . wuu ~ mcm dia tgh baca isi hati aku, huhu ~ then mak aku tukar topik . okay, nampak kan dia punya strategi kat situ ? LOL -.-'

aku ingat mak aku tak peduli langsung, so aku pun biar jea laa . sampai laa td, aku dpt text dari mak aku . sumpahh, aku macam nak nanges dah, huu ~ *tanpa sebarang edit dan gubahan*
''slm..anakku..ibu tau kamu amat kecewa dgn kata2 r***m kerana tak sangka kata2 yg d ucap sama sekali bkn yg d hrpkn dan pedih hati amat mndlm sbb ada hrpn bsr yg pernah kamu letakkan..ibu hrp jgn lg toleh ke blkg..
Biarkan ia brlalu sbb ada byk lg dugaan yg lbh hbt..itu hanya sbhagian nye sj..jgn lupa Allah dn tggungjwbmu..ibu sntiasa doakan utk ank2 ibu agar dilindungi dn dirahmati selalu..amin"

so ? huhh, firstly yg aku tertarik tu pada tatabahasa yg digunakan . ehmm, hahaha ~ sastera dia, fuhh . dah mcm wasiat pun ada jugak . haha . tp obviously mmg aku tahu lahh dari situ, she cares for me :) aku tak tahu nak reply apa kat mak aku . thanks to God, He gives me the best mumm who knows all the best :'3

#saya sayang mak saya :')

bleed the dream :D


#firstly, assalamualaikum :D
okay, semua . aku na share pasal menatang yang aku baru beli nehh (merujuk pada gambar di atas) . yeahh, that's it is . band BLEED THE DREAM, a kind of screamo band kot . aku pun ta sure . kenapa aku beli, aku pun tatau . yg penting aku attracted kat cover dye xD
antara soundtrack yg ada ;-
#voices
#a killer inside
#you'll have to lie, to be honest
#vampires...don't kill for the $
#tell someone who cares
#stay the hell away
i was at the terminal waiting for my trip to back home . since i've got about two hours before the bus arrived, i decided to take a look around the top level . and i found a small cd premise . so, i walked into the premise and stared at some cd's .
the owner then greeted me ; iye dik, nak cari cd najwa latiff kea ? maher zain pun ade . kea, adek nak lagu inul ?
and i was like whatt the @%^**@^$#$ ?? HAHA
so i just said ; memphis may fire ade ta, bang ?
*muka dia masa nehh mmg ta payah ckp laa . terkejutt xD

 kiranya, dipendekkan citer, aku dgn braderr toh berbual panjang pasal band-2 screamo neh . dye siap suggest band screamo yg voc pmpuan tp scream mcm suara laki . ta ingat pulak nama band toh --''
aku pun sempat jugak survey-2 pasal gigs underground kat batu pahat nehh . hehe ~ TAPI kann, yg spoil giler --' aku beli cd tp TA DE CD PLAYER -_______________-'' . yee, aku tau sengal gilerr ><
#dan moral nya, pastikan korang ade cd player sebelum beli cd xD

 cuma kat sini aku na ingatkan pada peminat band hardcore or screamo or metalcore or sewaktu dgnnya yg ta sudah-2,, ta salah untuk kita minat lagu-2 macam neh . aku sendiri addicted dgn genre hardcore :) ASALKAN korang semua ta melampaui batas, ta terlalu taksub and ta membelangkangkan agama . kalau korang jd taksub smpai sanggup join persatuan kelab anti agama and bla bla bla, mcm tu mmg pengaruhnya jd buruk lahh -,- FAHAM KANN ?? :)

 okay, renung-2 kan dan selamat beramal :D wassalam ~ 

when a hug means 'goodbye'



assalamualaikum :)
seriously, i've lost all of my words before i get started typing -,-'
but, sokeyh . i'll just continue lahh ><'

okay, this post i dedicated to my best-hard-die-friend ; nur farhana mohd amin :) why ?
firstly, she's the one whose the most closest to me . i could say, she has been a part of my life for almost 10 years ;D
and second, we're about to separate away :( both of us are going to the different college . it means, no more time for us spending together for ages -,-'  *i lost my words again ><

this girl, i described as a cool person . admitting that i adore her, she's the person that i looking for when i wanna share something in my mind . she always knows when i come to her with a smile but instead i'm holding a broken heart pieces . she could detect if the 'big smile' i gave is fake or real . and i, myself couldn't hide any secret from her .
to me, she is my diary :)

i still remember the night i spent at her house . that time, i was in such a broken pieces . i was dumped and i'm totally lost . but, heyy . there's no any single of tears dropped from my eyes . coz i was confidently saying that i'll be just fine and i'm strong enough to face it . i told her that i'm okay :') what did she do then ?
with her smiley face, she pulled me gently closed to her . while holding my hands, she said, ''you know, it's actually okay if you feel insecure and cry on one's shoulder . you don't have to be so strong for your heart by this time . no need to say that you're okay . i know what your heart like, it's actually soft instead of people look at it like a stone . it's okay, let it all out :)"
and i was like ; okay, lend me your shoulder please :'( #haha
i do remember her words when i was such in misery that time ; mariam, i wonder how you gonna stay alone without me ?  . . .

well, i don't know, girl . i can't say a word for that . how am i gonna stay alone without you ? well, babe . i don't have any idea :p but i'm sure, i'll be just fine . i promise, that i'll stop crying my heart out . there'is no other girlfriend being the same like you :) we have been together since 8 years ago, so i'm expecting that you'll listen when my heart speaks out to you :)
wishing you the best for your future :)

#when a hug for you means 'goodbye', i swear there'll be no teardrops :)
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